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i am now inked.  it's very exciting.

im legal!

it's way too early to have to go deal with insurance companies and the registry.  and this construction outside that woke me up would be getting my foot in it's ass right now if construction had an ass.

thinking about long drives home and talk of sparkling lights and crashing waves

SAFE!

hale today.. this makes it real.  im almost done.  i really am.

i got a diploma from belmont public schools in the mail this week.  it was shocking.. i didn't know i would get one.

i think i have just possibly had the best weekend of my life.

i had a dream last night that i went to work to try to smuggle a bagel out for my breakfast, but then it turned out that brueggers was not only a bagel shop but a sex shop and a head shop.

....weird.

the constant rain fucks with my head.. i don't wanna move, don't wanna go anywhere.  i just wanna lie here alone and watch bad tv alone.

my dad just told me that i'm going to get heart disease.

i HATE my new hair.  it's so ugly.

i was supposed to get my license back yesterday.  but i didn't.  cause the rmv made some technical error or some bullshit.

i'll kick the rmv in the nuts.

NOW!  now now now!

okay i have a sty (or however you spell it) and i feel like someone punched me in the face.  i eye is all swollen.. i can barely open it.  and people keep telling me itll be gone in a day gone in a day and it just keeps getting fucking BIGGER and redder and more painful!  and i have to work like this today.  i look like a crackhead.  anyways, time for coffee.

intertwination

i want to write something, but i feel like i have nothing new to say because everything is so centered and beautiful and perfect.  i'm just perfectly content with the way things are going right now:  sleeping on leopard print sheets, driving with ruben, holding him hand and listening to beautiful instrumental music, no work today, rooms are pretty much done, drinking coffee, the family is back, boat's being dropped either today or within the next couple of days.  it's lovely.

and its so beautiful